Indian horse

Read the following passage from page 178 and discuss why Saul chose to become "lost" at this point in his life: I'm just moving on. Time for a change." He levelled a long look at me. We're supposed to be teamates. Wingers. You. Me. Nobody wins alone, Saul." "I'm used to alone." "You're used to thinking you're alone. Big difference." "I'm not disappearing," I said. He shook his head sadly, "Seems like you already did.