Paul cannot stand what he has done in the foxhole. Caught in the trench Paul is devastated about killing the French soldier. To Paul, this soldier is more a brother than an enemy. He has much more in common with this soldier he has killed than he does with even his family in Germany. It is just Paul's luck to be the one alive. In his despair, Paul vows to track down Gerard's family after the war and try to make amends. His comment "After all, war is war" is simply a way to justify what he did; he, however, doesn't really feel this way.