what did Darry say when at the hospital to ponyboy

Soda and Darry come to see him; Soda bemoans the loss of his "tuff, tuff hair," but Darry looks at him with "pleading" eyes. Ponyboy realizes he is crying, and that he hasn't seen him cry in years. Ponyboy understands how much Darry cares about him, and that maybe the reason he is so strict is because he wants to keep him safe.