what is a sentance in chaper 4 that shows that esperenza has a hard time acccepting that she is now poor

I don't have the text in front of me. The second-class compartment is filled with peasants. Esperanza is stunned when a small, dirty girl tries to play with the doll that Papa gave her on her birthday. She is even more shocked when Mama scolds Esperanza for being so disrespectful and makes the poor girl a doll out of her extra yarn.