Are you referring to how Mariam views Jalil?
Mariam sees through Jalil. She realizes she is a burden to him and he does not want her. Mariam does not leave her bedroom except to use the bathroom. Food is brought to her. Jalil comes to see her and makes insincere attempts to incorporate Mariam into the family. Mariam realizes that she does not belong in Jalil's house, but she feels that she has nowhere else to go.